is worth a thousand with anybody/ i have no bitterness my sweet

her voice has a monotony in it.. the draggy lingering french accent stuffed in the frame of anglo-syllables.. haunting background music.. it wasn't like that in the movie twas jus guitar and song... and vOice change trAck o god i could go on describing my music forever spanish song now its the kind of song that'd accompany a scene in some spanish apartment.. and ure jus lying on the bed slacking.. n ur bed faces the window + sun .. n the person u slept with last night is gone but u dun rellie care anyway but i dun rellie care anywya the cats broke some ming vase thingey fuck lets jus see how this goes sorry if i gave the impression tt i can't live wihtout u (like u'd read this) but forawhile i wantedto get out of this whole thing.. cOS like everybody says... like what i noe latently.. some pple are meant to be attached.. some pple are jus meant to be sOlitAry... and omg.. im a joker in a pack of cards...... this loveydovey mopey stuff is not me o shit i shut thre cat out i think ure a cat i like u only at night when ur pupils are huge and you look innocent but i noe where ur thoughts go right into my mouth n aroudn my tongue like theo who crashes the freakin ming vase ure evil n not vv good for me at all how am i gonna explani t obatch or myself id like to write a story of the past 4 days this is the story of a player and her game except shes half asleep inside herself ive got to wake her up.. put on her specs and grow her hair peel off the makeover but like lij says without the makeover .... effect and cause have kinda swopped places pawned my dignity im a new alterego aroudn x only foudn myself again while lanning o dear is tt who i am now was discussing chicks with lil bitch the other day lil bitch : why dun u turn straight me: haf u ever considered playnig with a guy lil bitch: nO.. me: neither have i lil bitch : wanna put my tender heart in a blender watch it spin aroudn into oblivion rendez vous n im thru with yOu felt my life tuned in songs so we were slacking aroudn n every song that played had some reference to the stiuatino those sad sad til i get over you why you dump me do you love me omg sappy and not me fuck then pirates who don't do anything came on treading on the water logged waffle ridges of our destined road see what happens la i keep backing out on what i say anyway but right now this is gonna get printed on a deletable page so im improving